Its now 4am in the morning but im posting because im feeling just so bad now.sorry for not posting these few days.partly the spacebar key is not working well and also because im very busy working and not feeling well these few days.having a very bad flu, sore throat, headache and cough.You never realize how much i wanted you to have what i've done for you.I started on it ever since the day we were together, but it just took you a minute to destroy it.Words you've said just because you're tired really hurts.Im also not feeling well but for the sake of yest, i tried my best to hide it.But did you?im really very dissapointed, maybe we shouldnt have started it at all.i dont deny the fact that i really loved you very much before but now its different.Before, you never said those words before to me but now ...Have you ever wondered why you think im always free to meet you because days when you're busy working, i plan my whole day with tuitions just so that when you're free, im also free.Its not easy to have 2 or 3 classes in a row.especially with kids that are so irritating these few days.the reason why im sick now is because i really work so hard these few days, just that i never told you so that friday im free.you never though of all these. do you think that you're the only tired one? im also very tired.looking after small kids isnt really as easy as you think. im really very tired too but i didnt want to spoil yest.___________________________
Words said cannot be taken backThings done cannot be changedActions made cannot be reversedBUT feelings can be changed