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02 october 1990
nineteen years old
Republic Polytechnic
School Of Hospitality
Diploma In Customer Relationship & Service Management
Written at Wednesday, September 10, 2008 | back to top
im not well, cough & flu. today really have no mood to do anything, very dissapointed. we had computing math today. something that i really really hate & cannot do well. well, i did try in the first sem to put in effort but then i just cannot seem to do well. i used to hate the facis in sem 1 for math, but now i realize that siew hui faci is much much better. sem 2 math faci is an indonesian woman and i seriously cannot understand what she has got to say. i really cannot understand la. if its VBA, it'd be worse, all the codings. then if its normal math, got to think so hard & nth comes out of it. sucks. i dont know why today i simply dont have the mood to do anything. probably because i am really too tired. keep waking up in the middle of the night and then cnt sleep back. either that or i find myself on the floor halfway thru the night. this is bad. i did try to like computing math but i just cant seem to do it. well, enough of RP matters.
anyway getting along well with W15f. well, everyone has got their own ways of doing things i should say. but one thing that i really hate is people not answering what i have asked. its so annoying la, esp if its done on purpose. beginning of sch, i had so much enthusiam to come to school everyday but now its different. i dread waking up. really afraid that it'll end up like in sem 1. either late or partial or tt never come at all. i dont want history to repeat itself.
edited.
im back home now, & guess what? omg i went to the salon to actually do treatment for my hair. & end up, my hair now like chao tar maggie mee. & why? it was because the uncle keep forcing me to perm my hair. shit la, i dont want to spoil my hair anymore le. its spoilt till the very end le. and i seriously dont know how to go to school tmr. shit la. paiseh leh. but i promised myself that i will do well this semester but all i think of is to skip lessons. how to do well man? i dont know what the hell am i doing. if only i knew all these would happen. today is rly a bad day, im talking abt hair now sudd still can talk abt school stuff. something is very wrong with me.
im really very tired. really very tired. sometimes i wonder what have i done to deserve all these? you dont even bother at all. these few days have been horrible, vegetable, wadever la. i thought life would be normal but when i think about all the things you did, i am angry but when i think abt the good times, i wld cry. sometimes i just feel like not caring abt everything. just let it be. afterall, whatever that is meant to happen will eventually happen one day. why bother to change fate?
will you just care?
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basically, what i want is simple. i just need
- A Driving License by 19.
Degree by 23 years old.
A Trip To France & Hong Kong
Burberry Wallet & Bag
More Cash
More clothes
Summerberries ice cream (HD)
Shed some weight
Colt PLUS
Play "into thin air" piano piece.
More HongKong Dramas
Paris trip with ♥
Wear the wedding gown & walk down the
Written at Wednesday, September 10, 2008 | back to top
im not well, cough & flu. today really have no mood to do anything, very dissapointed. we had computing math today. something that i really really hate & cannot do well. well, i did try in the first sem to put in effort but then i just cannot seem to do well. i used to hate the facis in sem 1 for math, but now i realize that siew hui faci is much much better. sem 2 math faci is an indonesian woman and i seriously cannot understand what she has got to say. i really cannot understand la. if its VBA, it'd be worse, all the codings. then if its normal math, got to think so hard & nth comes out of it. sucks. i dont know why today i simply dont have the mood to do anything. probably because i am really too tired. keep waking up in the middle of the night and then cnt sleep back. either that or i find myself on the floor halfway thru the night. this is bad. i did try to like computing math but i just cant seem to do it. well, enough of RP matters.
anyway getting along well with W15f. well, everyone has got their own ways of doing things i should say. but one thing that i really hate is people not answering what i have asked. its so annoying la, esp if its done on purpose. beginning of sch, i had so much enthusiam to come to school everyday but now its different. i dread waking up. really afraid that it'll end up like in sem 1. either late or partial or tt never come at all. i dont want history to repeat itself.
edited.
im back home now, & guess what? omg i went to the salon to actually do treatment for my hair. & end up, my hair now like chao tar maggie mee. & why? it was because the uncle keep forcing me to perm my hair. shit la, i dont want to spoil my hair anymore le. its spoilt till the very end le. and i seriously dont know how to go to school tmr. shit la. paiseh leh. but i promised myself that i will do well this semester but all i think of is to skip lessons. how to do well man? i dont know what the hell am i doing. if only i knew all these would happen. today is rly a bad day, im talking abt hair now sudd still can talk abt school stuff. something is very wrong with me.
im really very tired. really very tired. sometimes i wonder what have i done to deserve all these? you dont even bother at all. these few days have been horrible, vegetable, wadever la. i thought life would be normal but when i think about all the things you did, i am angry but when i think abt the good times, i wld cry. sometimes i just feel like not caring abt everything. just let it be. afterall, whatever that is meant to happen will eventually happen one day. why bother to change fate?
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