chomped with wing at chomp chomp.so many nice food.shopped at watsons, bought so many 1.95 things.slimming cream also buy la.hahas.was in such a good mood till 10pm.this is the first time,tears rolled out of my eyes when i saw my grade.why? why? why?.
this is what the faci wrote: You are punctual, fulfil your roles and responsibilities within the team and highly cooperative with all team members. Your RJ is detailed and organised. You were also very much on task and took initiative in clarifying concepts. . You have also been recognised for the follwing, "she will try to make anyone who doesnt quite get what she is trying to say at first, understand what she is saying. she doesnt hesitate to give a feedback on why someone else says something different.""she did make several attempts to offer the most constructive comments or feedback. During group discussions, when I kept giving suggestions to her, she did ask me questions and tried to clarify things with me.So, that's constructive.". why B? i know B is a grade that is considered not bad,& i should be happy that i got a B.but i really wanted an A that day.i did the wksht, the pdt & the ppt.tt fking guy did nth but thiash at least helped me out a little.thiash gt B too.RP's grading system is so unfair.i know i've done my best tts why i cldnt help it but cry.i really really couldnt help it.if tt fk guy get C, im so going to give up on RP work man.i just concentrate on the SIM thing tt im going to take.well, i managed to enrol in SIM but for part time studies.4 - 6 years but degree.i worked so hard for that A.but i didnt get it.for math & sci, i fully understand if i get C & Dbut not other modules.i really dont understand.i dont understand.i dont understand.i dont understand..i know people might think that why am i so worked up when it is just a grade.& its B somemore so the more i should not be worked up.i know in the eyes of others, im just an ah lian,someone who only wants to go home when met with difficulties.someone who doesnt care about grades.someone who just play viwawa.someone who just watch dvd.someone who just talks nonsense.whatever.in short, someone who come to sch for the sake of coming.i know!But, im not.maybe i seem to dont care but i do.if not i wont even think twice before wanting to go off.i really do care about my results.i really do.i admit for math & sci, i always super slack.all thanks to other group members who helped me along the way.but for others, 80% of the time im really working hard & thinking about the problem.i really changed for the better since semester 1.
in sem 1, all i know was to play msn and really chiong dvd whole day.
but now, my lunch hour i spent it on ppt la.
life is just do unfair.
when i try so hard, i dont get what i want.
i shouldnt have gone to see my grade just now.
now that ive seen it, i dont even have the mood to study for tmr's UT.
i really feel like giving up.
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no one can understand how i feel.
NO ONE.
NO ONE.
As stated,this is sharmaine 
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