Finally, the basic theory test. long awaited man,

KBOX. at amk. beer again. no restrictions aft today=)

NEW YORK's salmon, fish&chips, root beer float & salad.

group photo. thanks guys.

this is damn sweet. i'll keep it & constantly look at it.

thank you yanting! sweet!


long waited too. IPOD touch, thankiew mummy!

wanted iphone but heard alot of not so nice things abt it so got this instead.



celebration for mummy & me.

shawn's present. thanks.

From W15F. thanks.

& thanks to the rest of the hongbaos and presents from friends and relatives.

not forgetting the wishes too.thanks!

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HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY MUMMY (1st oct)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHARMAINE! (2nd oct)

mummy is always complainin that shes old but i dont think so leh. 43 years old & she has a 18 year old daughter, old meh? no what. hahs.

1st october was a holiday, went out to eat seoul garden with mummy, daddy and shawn fro lunch & also bought my ipod touch while shopping. enjoyed myself very much=)

2nd october. went to school as usual. really wanted to spent the whole day in school & thereafter go out & celebrate. To me 18 is a big thing, just like 21. but it was never meant to be, maybe. went to school for 26 minutes & i went off. wtfuck. 26 mins, miht as well dont go.

science was a day that i used to enjoy because i can get least a B as theres only 2 people in the group. but the faci stereotype me lah, say i simple ah lian. well, B was okay for smth that i have no interest in. yesterday he decided to merge grp,argh bloody hell, anyhow merge. yes i FULLY understand that in RP, we have to work with people that we dont like also, no choice, we cannot choose. i wasnt angry with the fact that i was grouped with people that i dont like. the fact is that (details in wordpress). *anyway its a password protected post* so no point knowing the website.

in simpler form, its just that im pissed with people who only care about how they feel and people who NEVER apologise when smth goes wrong. i always tell people that it takes two hands to clap, dont come & fking tell me that only one party is involved. i'll never comprehend that, NEVER. & dont fking turn one whole big round just to tell me that you're not wrong, and all the fault lies with me.

because of some fking things, i'll never forget how "NICE" my 18th birthday was. & i did learn smth on my 18th birthday - "never be nice to someone because it will NEVER be reciprocated." well 18th birthday was a memorable one because of this fking thing. i'll never forget how the tears just rolled down. i dont know why there was tears, maybe i really couldnt take it anymore.

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faci didnt even realise that i went off and my classmates asked me to go back since he didnt know. but its not that i dont want to go back, its just that i already asked to meet joan so i cant possibly just ps her. afterall she skipped because of me. thanks joan.

W15f, thanks for all the gifts. i'll hug them to sleep. but seeing it reminds me of again how "memorable" my 18th birthday was yah? thanks for all the wishes at 12am too. thanks guys for waking me up from my dream ar. well done. yanting, thanks for the stars, thanks.

after that went with joan. registered my long awaited basic theory, 14th nov is the test date. all the best to myself. & went kbox at amk. wah kept singing but i just cant seem to forget what happened in the morning. fuck sia. fking spoil my whole day. fuck you! after k-boxing, went to new york new york to eat. wow, salad, salmon, root beer float. tiring day. thanks joan!

went home after eating, cabbed back because i was super tired. reallly tired. talked & complain to qiongyi & .. and i realised who are the ones who really understand me. started bloggin once i reached home but did not finish in time so im doing it now during communication. =) so many things i want to express in the blog but i just cannot seem to do it. wth. lucky theres wordpress.

end of "memorabe" 18h birthday.

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i thought it was math today and i did not have the mood to come school. but yanting encouraged me so i decided to go instead, thanks to yt again. woke up in the morning and smth was telling me not to go but i must for the sake of the grades. all along i thought was math tts why i hated today but turned out to be communication so lucky in the sense that it was much better than math, which i very much hated.

turned out to be okay till 10.25am. well i dont have to care abt people feelings when they dont care too. right? fking hell, do you have to spoil everyday? nvm everyone can go to you and be VERY GOOD friends with you. even if it comes to a point whereby i have totally no friends in class anymore, i fking dont care but just dont spoil everyday for me. well, after this post i know people will say that im xiao qi or whatsoever and even say that im being very unfair to push all the blame to one person or maybe even say that im a fking idiot. well, say whtaver you want, i dont give a fking damn. even if you guys dont want to treat me as friend anymore, i dont fking care, just tell me that we're not friends anymore & off i go. just dont fking gossip behind my back (in general not referring to my anyone)& fking spoil my day. now i hate school so much so that i cant wait for the admission result to be out. a few days ago, i was still hoping that i dont get in, now, its opposite. you guys never understand that its not because of one thing that caused all this hate in me, i've been tolerating since dont know when. all along, i just kept it within me and i would be the first to aplogise even though the fault doesnt lies entirely with me. yesterday when i know i cried bec of this, i realised that i also have limits. all along no matter what is it, i try to give way no matter if its quarrels or whatsoever, even in relationships, tts why the one who gets hurt and always feeling unhappy is me. fuck. i should just learn to dont care about how others feel, say whatever i want,do whatever i want. so many times i've told qiongyi that i must learn to be like this but i just cant seem to do it. now i am going to do it to people who do this to me. take today as an example, i simply just do my own things. look at this, people dont blame nittin when he do nth at all, instead ppl say "at least he doesnt order ppl to do things, he just doesnt contribute" see. tts what i mean when life isnt fair. i can also do the same, do nth at all. now my mindset is like this,im going to be different. im gg to prevent people from spoiling my day, nver thinking abt how others feel when i say or do smth, life would be much happier when im like this. yes it will. things happen because of a reason, its has reached the limits. i may forget all this after some time, but i'll constantly remind myself true friends are hard to find so i better cherish those that really are my good friends. been 4 to 5 years, wing sze, qiong yi, tsien ren, joan. you guys were there, but too bad not all of you know one another. =(

life is just so unfair and people are changing every minute & every second. never trust someone too easily.

(this is offending, but you guys(people who really understand me) know me well enough that i wont post this kind of blogpost unless im really very pissed)

Finally, the basic theory test. long awaited man,

KBOX. at amk. beer again. no restrictions aft today=)

NEW YORK's salmon, fish&chips, root beer float & salad.

group photo. thanks guys.

this is damn sweet. i'll keep it & constantly look at it.

thank you yanting! sweet!


long waited too. IPOD touch, thankiew mummy!

wanted iphone but heard alot of not so nice things abt it so got this instead.



celebration for mummy & me.

shawn's present. thanks.

From W15F. thanks.

& thanks to the rest of the hongbaos and presents from friends and relatives.

not forgetting the wishes too.thanks!

______________________________________________________________

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY MUMMY (1st oct)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHARMAINE! (2nd oct)

mummy is always complainin that shes old but i dont think so leh. 43 years old & she has a 18 year old daughter, old meh? no what. hahs.

1st october was a holiday, went out to eat seoul garden with mummy, daddy and shawn fro lunch & also bought my ipod touch while shopping. enjoyed myself very much=)

2nd october. went to school as usual. really wanted to spent the whole day in school & thereafter go out & celebrate. To me 18 is a big thing, just like 21. but it was never meant to be, maybe. went to school for 26 minutes & i went off. wtfuck. 26 mins, miht as well dont go.

science was a day that i used to enjoy because i can get least a B as theres only 2 people in the group. but the faci stereotype me lah, say i simple ah lian. well, B was okay for smth that i have no interest in. yesterday he decided to merge grp,argh bloody hell, anyhow merge. yes i FULLY understand that in RP, we have to work with people that we dont like also, no choice, we cannot choose. i wasnt angry with the fact that i was grouped with people that i dont like. the fact is that (details in wordpress). *anyway its a password protected post* so no point knowing the website.

in simpler form, its just that im pissed with people who only care about how they feel and people who NEVER apologise when smth goes wrong. i always tell people that it takes two hands to clap, dont come & fking tell me that only one party is involved. i'll never comprehend that, NEVER. & dont fking turn one whole big round just to tell me that you're not wrong, and all the fault lies with me.

because of some fking things, i'll never forget how "NICE" my 18th birthday was. & i did learn smth on my 18th birthday - "never be nice to someone because it will NEVER be reciprocated." well 18th birthday was a memorable one because of this fking thing. i'll never forget how the tears just rolled down. i dont know why there was tears, maybe i really couldnt take it anymore.

______________

faci didnt even realise that i went off and my classmates asked me to go back since he didnt know. but its not that i dont want to go back, its just that i already asked to meet joan so i cant possibly just ps her. afterall she skipped because of me. thanks joan.

W15f, thanks for all the gifts. i'll hug them to sleep. but seeing it reminds me of again how "memorable" my 18th birthday was yah? thanks for all the wishes at 12am too. thanks guys for waking me up from my dream ar. well done. yanting, thanks for the stars, thanks.

after that went with joan. registered my long awaited basic theory, 14th nov is the test date. all the best to myself. & went kbox at amk. wah kept singing but i just cant seem to forget what happened in the morning. fuck sia. fking spoil my whole day. fuck you! after k-boxing, went to new york new york to eat. wow, salad, salmon, root beer float. tiring day. thanks joan!

went home after eating, cabbed back because i was super tired. reallly tired. talked & complain to qiongyi & .. and i realised who are the ones who really understand me. started bloggin once i reached home but did not finish in time so im doing it now during communication. =) so many things i want to express in the blog but i just cannot seem to do it. wth. lucky theres wordpress.

end of "memorabe" 18h birthday.

______________________

i thought it was math today and i did not have the mood to come school. but yanting encouraged me so i decided to go instead, thanks to yt again. woke up in the morning and smth was telling me not to go but i must for the sake of the grades. all along i thought was math tts why i hated today but turned out to be communication so lucky in the sense that it was much better than math, which i very much hated.

turned out to be okay till 10.25am. well i dont have to care abt people feelings when they dont care too. right? fking hell, do you have to spoil everyday? nvm everyone can go to you and be VERY GOOD friends with you. even if it comes to a point whereby i have totally no friends in class anymore, i fking dont care but just dont spoil everyday for me. well, after this post i know people will say that im xiao qi or whatsoever and even say that im being very unfair to push all the blame to one person or maybe even say that im a fking idiot. well, say whtaver you want, i dont give a fking damn. even if you guys dont want to treat me as friend anymore, i dont fking care, just tell me that we're not friends anymore & off i go. just dont fking gossip behind my back (in general not referring to my anyone)& fking spoil my day. now i hate school so much so that i cant wait for the admission result to be out. a few days ago, i was still hoping that i dont get in, now, its opposite. you guys never understand that its not because of one thing that caused all this hate in me, i've been tolerating since dont know when. all along, i just kept it within me and i would be the first to aplogise even though the fault doesnt lies entirely with me. yesterday when i know i cried bec of this, i realised that i also have limits. all along no matter what is it, i try to give way no matter if its quarrels or whatsoever, even in relationships, tts why the one who gets hurt and always feeling unhappy is me. fuck. i should just learn to dont care about how others feel, say whatever i want,do whatever i want. so many times i've told qiongyi that i must learn to be like this but i just cant seem to do it. now i am going to do it to people who do this to me. take today as an example, i simply just do my own things. look at this, people dont blame nittin when he do nth at all, instead ppl say "at least he doesnt order ppl to do things, he just doesnt contribute" see. tts what i mean when life isnt fair. i can also do the same, do nth at all. now my mindset is like this,im going to be different. im gg to prevent people from spoiling my day, nver thinking abt how others feel when i say or do smth, life would be much happier when im like this. yes it will. things happen because of a reason, its has reached the limits. i may forget all this after some time, but i'll constantly remind myself true friends are hard to find so i better cherish those that really are my good friends. been 4 to 5 years, wing sze, qiong yi, tsien ren, joan. you guys were there, but too bad not all of you know one another. =(

life is just so unfair and people are changing every minute & every second. never trust someone too easily.

(this is offending, but you guys(people who really understand me) know me well enough that i wont post this kind of blogpost unless im really very pissed)