imagine this.
you earn $5000 a month. your colleague earns $4800.
difference in pay is $200.
just $200.
but you work like hell, skipping lunch and trying your best to do the best you can do.
because salary is given for the amunt of work you've done.
BUT, on the other hand, your colleague who earns $200 less, doesnt care.
he does his own things at his own pace, never complete his task and throw all the work to you.
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now,let me ask you.
will you want to earn just $200 lesser but you can sit back & do nth.
or do you want that $200 more but work like a cow.
think logically, i think many of us would rather earn $200 lesser.
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i just felt damn fucked up.
i know i was damn hell rude today.
if i had taken it positively, i would have even worked harder to achieve a better grade.
the day before, which was yesterday, i actually told myself that i had to take it positively.
but when i entered the class today, i just couldnt seem to bring myself to be calm.
i just wanted to be rebellious, because i just couldnt take the fact....
faci realised that i simply wasnt doing anything so he came & asked me things.
please man.
one sentence that made me fking pissed was : "if you think he did nothing, then you shouldnt have given him a slide to present, the fact that you gave him a slide to present shows me that he did his work"
WTF!
he is in my group, i was being kind by giving him a slide to do.
& now you're telling me that i did smth wrong by giving him a slide to do.
this made me realise that is RP, people view things differently.
what you think is right may not be right to others, vice versa.
thats life in RP.
well, sorry to whoever that i didnt respond to today.
i wasnt in the mood.
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went off and reformat my com.
waited 4 long hours.
and that bloody idiot guy actually deleted things in my D drive as well.
fuck sia.
waited 4 hours, thiash lent me his computer & i vi-wawa -ed the whole 4 hours.
now im level 13. yeah.
aft 4 hours, i realised smth, D drive was gone BUT C drive was full.
& i cant connect to VPN at home.
all my documents and 6Ps all gone.
music, videos,pictures, all gone.
GONE.
i nearly cried again.
bloody hell.
now my whole laptop is corrupted i think.
have to go back & let them see on monday.
damn sian.
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today was a super bad day.
super super super bad.
hopefully no more of this again.
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and it was that very moment that made me realise that maybe friends arent the most important.
they wouldnt be there when you need them.
they wouldnt care whether you cried.
they wouldnt care if you're feeling sad.
they wouldnt give it a damn if you were wronged.
they wouldnt care if you're dead or alive.
maybe afterall the word "friends" never existed in my dictionary.
As stated,this is sharmaine 
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