instead of feeling angry at yanting's blog, i felt ..
i dont know how to describe that feeling.
sad maybe. or maybe guilty?
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well, its not that friends dont exist to me.
it was a harsh post yesterday.
i didnt know that someone out there would actually react so strongly to my post.
after looking at yt's blog i realised that if she wasnt my friend, she would not have written so much about what i have posted.
it was a real long post that she wrote with regards to my post.
but i was really in a very very bad mood yesterday.
it wasnt that A, it was the effort that i put in compared to his.
this post,im going to thank people, im sorry if i've missed anyone out.
i just want to thank everyone, EVERYONE.
doesnt mean your name isnt there means i dont appraciate your help at all.
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wing sze: 5 years & more years to come yah? thanks for chomping with me, and tahan-ing this moron for so many years., Though diferent sch, you'll not forget our friendship right? remember all the gossipings and our gossiping book? nuggets at the malay stall while having lessons halfway? making fun of people & teachers. all the nonsense, you say it, we've done it. lol. all the best and hopefully pass all ur exams including chinese.
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qiong yi: omg, i cnt remember how many years. 3 or 4 ? hahas so sorry. thanks for tolerating with my stubborness and attitude. i know i always get angry and will complain to you & you never fail to console me and advise me. thanks for all the jokes. thanks for being the first to give me my birthday present. its so rare that though we're in different secondary schools, we can still be friends for so long, nice right? hahas. now we're in different poly too and i know you've your own problems too. well, i can only say, everywhere we go, we're bound to meet people that doesnt understand us and dont like us. but what can you do other than just bear with it? 2 more years & thats it, poly cannot same, but uni can right?
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joan: well, thanks for tolerating me too. i know you cannot take it that i walk so fast and always dont like people who are late. i guess after these years, you know me so well that you wont be late le right? hahas. thanks for going kick-boxing with me and playing badminton with me. i know you dont like to play badminton but you still play it with me to entertain me. hahas. thanks. also, thanks for accompanying me to school every morning. =)
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mag: all i can say is stop being late.
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yanting: what else can i say? you're the first person that i realised who can respond so much just to my few sentences post. what else can i say other than thanks for your post, if not i would not realise how much you care. i know im wrong to post all that. i was rly frustrated. i know you've been encouraging me to not skip school and to do well. i really want to do well also. maybe melvin was right, this cls is so competitive that it made me so eager in my studies all of a sudden. i wasnt like this in sem 1, scoring a C in sem 1 was ardy very good for me. B was a reward. and what more an A. but now, its diff, B was just normal grade in modules that i cld score. im really sry,i know ive given you guys attitude before. thanks for the food that you all bought for me when i dont want to go down. thanks for going to washroom with me. thanks for the bottle of stars, its still with me, on top of my cupboard. you're right, if i didnt care about you guys, i wldnt have cared whether you all care abt me or not and i wldnt have cared to suggest going shopping near you place. ive thought abt it. well. im really sorry for saying all those. i hope you wont blame me for it.
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pris: thanks for buying the food up for me and going to the toilet with me when you know that i dont dare to go alone. thanks for being there. i still remembered that you gt angry with me for saying smth to you that i shldnt have joked about it, till now i still feel guilty abt it. when i cried yest, you were there to console me, i know, i realise. like what yanting said in her blog, if she didnt care, my blog post yest wont have such a great impact on her that she blogged so much yest. as for you, if you didnt treat me as a friend, you wld not have cared abt what ive said and you wldnt even feel angry when i said that 3 words that pissed you off. thanks, really.
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liying: thanks for the tapao-ing of food & accompanying me to the interchange. well, all the best * hope you'll find the right guy. dont be like me & take the wrong step.
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wendy: all you stupid jokes cheer me up! and you advices helped too. thanks.
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justin: i'll not forget you cos im reading the driving books now. hahas. thanks for lending it to me. and well, we'll all get A togther and i'll try my best not to skip anymore. all the best to your practical.
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nigel: i dont know how to type yours sia. erm, thanks for helping me score in modules that we're in the same group? haha. yah thanks. and all the advices and encouragement.
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melvin: i've always remembered what we've discussed before. the class is really too competitive, cannot score, too hard to score. facis do stereotype la. they look at you & at first glance if they think you're an ah lian or ah beng, they immediately have a bad impression. wth. in the beginning ive told myself that i wnt skip classes unless necessary but now.... my thinking change completely liao. anyway, thanks for organizing that pub outing and all ur inspiration talks that you've given me. =) ahhas. anyway, you also try to come sch more often la, i thnk ur attendance worse than mine lol.
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there should me more people that im supposed to thank, but i cant finish it in a day. i will edit this post once i though of someone new alright?
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im really very tired after all these. now i just hope that everything will turn out fine on monday.
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