since yesterday, i was pondering over should i or should i not post the previous entry. i decided to post it after what *you* told me. you're right, why should i care when others dont. i wasnt ready to post the previous entry because im afraid that people might say that im wrong. & yes there is people who say that im in the wrong. i dont blame them, seriously i dont because we all have different thinkings. if you think that im wrong, then so be it, i cannot control this. but what i feel is that : as usual, it takes two hands to clap. im being very frank here, though everything is over, i just cant seem to forget what happened.
being blamed for one day is worse than spending a 18th birthday with a fucked up mood? being blamed for smth that you did not do is damn bad but when you actually did something wrong then whats there to be sad when you're blamed. fking pissed.
normally i can forget things very easily, one day & everything is fine. i can be good friends with you a few hours later. im seriously like this. but what happened yesterday really made me understand alot of things about life. i guess i have grown up. really, i think after all these, i finally get to know hows life like. just like what *you* said "in life, we dont need alot of friends, just a few good ones will do" rather than having one whole big bunch of friends that actually dont even care if you're dead or alive, might as well just have a handful that really cares & be there for you when you really need them.
oh well, now you have a name. "good friend" you were nameless before i gave you this name. hahah. don forget the egg, hotdog, strawberry milk, chicken, fish & vegetables that i cooked ar. it was delicious ya? even more delicious than your dad's food right? lol. anyway, good friend, it was nice talking to you. i realise good friend is so stupid, all ur conversation all gt "hahaha", you only know how to type that ? lols. you must be so dumb. i must teach you one day le. you & ur interesting rape story. well, it was 70% interesting. lol
i am very much looking forward to 17 october, chomp chomp with wing sze & joan. yeah. i cant wait to go chomp. saw yolanda & chew ling in the bus today, i cutted the q as they were in frnt & the 161 q was damn long. we talked abt chomp chomp & wow yolanda was super high. wooo. i cnt wait! 17th october!!
to pris's handphone: get well soon. i know its sad to suffer alone in silence. well, i will visit you in hospital soon. your friend, sharmaine's phone is also in hospital. i think both also same hospital lah. she in ward 102. what about you? dont feel lonely. you hungry there? wan a fruit basket? or maybe a kepypad or spare batt basket? maybe i get someone to send over to you. dont die in the hospital leh, not worth. u come back in one piece at least i can sell your body parts and organs and earn some cash.
pris: nice one ar?
never be nice.
As stated,this is sharmaine 
♥ Sharmaine♥.
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