sunday 16 november 2008
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we brought grandpa out to eat.
his favourite red star restaurant.
at least all his granchildren were there.
gor gor, me, shawn and gary.
coming jan, he is going to be 100.
next week, we'll bring grandma out.
cant bring 2 at the same time, it'll be not manageble.
my grandpa, i feel is already very strong because he needs the maid only for toilet.
others he can do all by himself.
another 30 plus days and he'll be 100.
im waiting.
the reason why we brought him out was because,
we were very afraid that one day we might not have the chance anymore.
im not being mean but one day, sooner or later, one has to go.
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& today is monday.
life transformer show.
today is abt a family.
father - one leg amputated due to diabetes.
mother - cant walk due to injury of spine while cooking in the kitchen.
daughter - 9 yrs old.
and shes doing things that ive never ever done before exp when i do volunteer work.
she has to clear the shit & urine for the mum.
got to cook all 3 meals.
everyting that ive never done in my life,
she has done it all.
i admire her.
& the best part is that when she was asked if she felt inferior
compared to her friends,
or that she was very unlucky compared to other kids,
her answer was a firm NO.
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but if i were to be in her shoes,
i would never be able to accept this.
i cant stand people looking down on me.
and i care about face very much, to be frank.
i confirm cannot tahan her kind of life.
so i really admire her very much.
shes really brave.
imagine a 9 yr old having to endure all these.
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well, i wish all the unlucky people,
all the unfortunate people,
people who are suffering
all the best
& never give up.
because at the end of the day,
there are people who care for them too.
& i promise if i earn alot, and whatever i earn now & in the future,
i will save it up and one day, hopefully one day,
i'll be able to open a home for these people to stay.
and i'll definitely help as much as i can.
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some people are enjoying life,
while some are suffering like shit.
bloody unfair.
bloody shit.
the society is so cruel to eliminate those weak people.
argh, this world is so damn unfair.
people,watch ch 8, 8pm every monday.
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today i went down to child at street 11 to see what are the products
i can take back to RP to sell at the bizarre at vivo during december.
when i saw the kids, i really felt sad.
they are so small, so tiny, so cute.
and yet they got to suffer so much.
get abused and stuff like this.
now i have many projects and things comin up.
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- RICE (collection of rice)
- helping the needy thru selling thngs at vivo.
- repainting project for the old people's houses.
- help at HCA
- learn my saxophone, or flute.
- my counselling diploma.
- ... many more coming up.
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i havent do rj yet.
the show just finished,
off to do my rj.
goodnight people.
As stated,this is sharmaine 
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