i asked you to concentrate & told you that i was pissed off when you wasnt helping at all,
didnt mean that you will steal credits from me but rather i wanted you to participate more,
so that you can get better grades.
if i really am that selfish & thought that you wanted to steal credits then what for i helped you with ur PP and rj for CE points.
do you know how i felt when you left yesterday?
i was really very dissapointed in you & yet again today, you didnt come.
sometimes i ask myself, i do all these for the sake of what ?
you wouldnt even know how i felt deep inside.
i know even if i liked you, you dont have to reciprocate because love isnt something that is returnable.
doesnt mean i like you means you must like me.
i helped because i really wanted to.
sometimes you are really very nice to me.
in class, when i was so bored, you would crack jokes to make me laugh.
and that laughter was something that made me look forward to coming to school.
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whatever la.
i dont even know why the hell am i so bothered with you.
i just hope & pray hard that your PP will be accepted.