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Written at Thursday, June 25, 2009 | back to top

i want to vent my anger so much.
argh. i was NEVER feeling the way you thought i was feeling.
& you dont have to explain bec it doesnt matter to me =)
& yes i was late, but then it doesnt mean i dont want this friendship bec of that one reason.
stupid if its tt reason.
& anyway i gave you a chance to prove me wrong. but you didnt.
if i rly wanted to hate you, i would have done so from the start. isnt it?
ive learnt after falling so many times.
time & again, same thing happens.
& never did i say anythng at all. not even a single word.
i didnt even blog about it.
its hard in the beginning but not anymore.
i tried so hard to pretend, & you kept harping on it.
for what. for what. for what.
idiotic shit man. & im so bothered by it.
nv think too highly of yourself.
i dont know what the fuck are you trying to do.
whatever it is, even if it came out to be what i dont hope for,
i will still resign to fate.
i mean, if its like tt, its like tt.
what else can you do to change the fact?
right?
but i ever said. if it happens, we'll still b friends.
and i mean it bec no point getting angry bec of one small thing.
but i guess you take this too seriously if not you wont keep "doing" all these.
be it on purpose or coincidentally, you still did it.
its preventable man.
.
.
i tolerated so much till today.
i cannot stand it anymore.
my tolerance has got a limit.
if you can suceed in making him empathize with you.
& if hes "innocent" enough to believe it bec of what i blog or bec of what you said.
SO BE IT. ive got no say over this.
im fking pissed bec i cannot take it anymore.
but i believe one day,
you'll see what is really going on.
you'll see who is really suffering.
you'll see who is good n who is bad.
you'll know one day.
i believe.




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