if you want to take everything away from me,
take then.
i dont give a fking damn abt it.
& even if i do, i cant do anything about it.
just pls dont purposely do it to show me.
yes, you'll suceed if your aim is to make me sad.
but in the long run, who loses out?
think first before doing.
at first, to me.
seeing you happy, makes everything worth the while
so i dont mind pretending just to make you think that im alright.
but it seems to get worse because out of blue, you say things that i dont ever wanna noe.
& to make things worse, you can even show me how proud you're aft doing all those stuff.
what the hell you trying to prove.
argh forget it. waste my effort.
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anyway. today we had strategic thinking skills module.
omg was so tempted to go off cos it was SO DAMN boring.
but luckily, the girls didnt want to go off.
so that sort of made me stay on.
but third meeting was terrible.
faci chose 2 in a grp to present.
and me n debbie was chosen.
and he said he normally choose people who dont do anything in the grp to present.
ok then. nth to say anymore.
and so, no choice, i stood up & present.
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he finished at 350pm.
debbie n me packed ardy so we stood up n opened the door.
sudd he said "lesson ends at 4pm"
lol then i quickly sat down.
then i looked at debbie n asked "eh why we sit down ar?:
& she told me cos i sat dwn.
so stupid huh?
after that, we just didnt care, & went off.
lesson ended ardy what so what for care.
finally its friday, i need rest.
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tmr i'll need to go to the hosp to buy a bed for grandpa.
then to vivo to help my mum collect a pair of buffet tickets.
then to doby ghaut to meet qy.
yeah we'll go to daiso & get sweets & snacks & maybe facemask.
& need to look for her bag and shoes.
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sunday will be tuition and grandma hse.
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and on wed PICNIC CUM CYCLING TRIP.
to east coast park.
and this is what i planned, my one & only proposal.
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DATE: 1st july 2009
TIME: 3pm
VENUE: EAST COAST PARK
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PEIJUN - sliced watermelon & sliced apples
DEBBIE & SHARMAINE - fried stuff. fishballs, hotdogs, sandwich. blah blah
WANJUN - ice tea & peach tea & some snacks like potato chips
STELLA - cupcakes, floor mat & grapes (**weird combination but she volunteered. lol)
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i seriously cannot wait to go.
we'll have fun.
& more photos k?
As stated,this is sharmaine 
♥ Sharmaine♥.
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