no matter what, life still has to go on.
no matter how sad i feel.
no matter how lonely i feel.
no matter how jealous i feel.
no matter how whatever i feel.
life still has to go on.
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i know what is going on.
just that i keep quiet.
because i dont like to harp on things that cannot be changed.
i didnt knew you were like this till now.
i ardy said, i was blind & stupid.
for so many years, omg.
im never gg to fall into your trap agn.
you can never blame me for thinking tt way too
because its way too obvious.
blame it on myself for believing all that you've said.
blame it on myself for believing the promises you made.
blame it all on myself for trusting you so much.
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its so hard to pretend.
its better to be real.