i realise that afterall im not as strong as i thought i was.
i still keep thinking.
but somehow, it came upon to me that
"if its yours, it'd eventually be yours.
but if its not yours, it'll never be then"
this is what life & fate is all about.
never take if its never meant to be yours.
i guessed it long ago,
sometimes i wonder is it because i take psychology
so i understand humans more & deeper.
dont ever try to lie to me.
because deep inside, i know the truth.
now that i know the truth from someone else,
it hurts even more, not jealousy but rather hurt.
.
be strong, sharmaine.
be strong.